Sunday 28 July 2013

Blue Exorcist - I just got a nose bleed -_-'


So, it’s been awhile, hasn’t it? XD I’m so happy to be back and writing again and so glad to be over and done with my children’s services course!

And while I was gone I discovered something amazing…Blue Exorcist!
 

This belongs to whoever made it- i'm tired.

How have I not noticed this before? MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE!?!

I started the first episode out of curiosity and ended up at my computer all night and threw till lunch the next day watching the entire series 0.0
I'd watch it all again just for this!! SHAKE IT PRETTY BOY! (DROOLS)

Worth it! SO VERY VERY WORTH IT!!

My favourite characters so far would have to be Mephisto, Shiemi and Amaimon- Rin as well of course. Why? Because I have a thing for these type of characters, they intrigue me, mess with my head and leave me wanting more~ And they're all shamelessly hot- I just can't take my eyes off of Amaimon and Mephisto!
 

I love the show (even though a few little things bugged me), I’m defiantly going to look into the Manga and I’ve already read every notable Shiemi fic at Fanfiction.net. -////-

Yep, Shiemi is my chosen favourite female for blue exorcist- and yes, that does mean that I’ll be pairing her up in fics~
Can I make this happen? why yes, yes I can and plan to.

Dirty little secret for you all:

I’m planning a few one shots- AmaimonXShiemi, MephistoXShiemi and RinXShiemi. Maybe a MephistoXShiemiXAmaimon! >:D
I'm not sorry for wanting to write them and I'm not sorry that I'm going to either! :P
Yes, I AM shamelessly fangirling at the moment.

Saturday 30 March 2013

The waiting game...IS OVER!

I'll start with this:

I'M SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO UPDATE! I REALLY REALLY AM!

Pic by deisaku1815


okay...I feel better now >.<

Anyway, sorry for taking so long to update anything, I've been swamped with things...and the dreaded writers block. I just started a course a few weeks ago (yay for schooling) and the homework has been shocking! I have a folder full already...but oh well, I've already started on the next chapter of Paradise (about half way done) and I'm sifting through what I had planned for Once Upon A Time. Dear Heart is well underway and The definition of insanity is trying its hardest to be a *****.

-and on the writers block front....I have fought my way through it tooth and nail- AND I WON! I am back baby-and better than ever!

 
 
And I'll leave you with this little jem I've been obsessing on- I love it so much *--*

Loyalty by A True Radical Dreamer

I hope you've all had a great year so far! I'll see you soon!

P.S- Am I the only one who's sick of all the Sakura hate lately? It's been driving me up the damn wall!

Wednesday 19 December 2012

FanArt: I LOVE YOU ALL!


I FEEL SO LOVED! Thank you all so much for the fanart, it means a lot to me… it really does. So while I was looking at them I thought to myself… ‘Why not share them around, show some other people! That’s exactly what I’ll do :D’

So, without further ado:

 By MsLilly- Here!

By Doveko-Here!
 
 
By Pratchee- Here!
 
 
By blyzer -Here!
 
 

Man, I love them all soooo much, I was almost crying with feels when I saw them all….I need to get started on the next chapter…like, now. (Don't mind the sizes- my computer's being iffy >:( )

You should show the love and leave a comment, if you could anyway….

Saturday 15 December 2012

Paradise: Chapter 20 teaser


Well on my way to getting Ch 20 rolling, I'm so excited! It’s a milestone for me; I’ve never gotten this far with a fic before. I never believed it would go this far, I honestly just thought it would flunk out after 3-4 chapters…but no, I now have the longest (in progress) Fanfiction under the MadaSaku category! I'm really proud of myself here, I feel so damn accomplished!

So I thought a small teaser was in order for those waiting for chapter 20~:

Madara’s POV

“SIR!” a male voice called from behind him. Madara having previously been observing the last of the genin scurry into the academy for the exams turned around, looking at the brown haired man in front of him with hidden annoyance. His dark cloak and orange mask usually made people avoid him, not wanting to associate with someone like…well, him.

It seemed it didn’t work for everyone…

The brown haired man was familiar, his long hair pulled into a high pony tail with his leaf headband covering his forehead. As he got closer, Madara realised exactly why he recognized him.

He was the one testing Sakura the other day, making sure she was prepared for the exams. Umino Iruka.

Iruka, he was the one who saw the Cherry and him together.

Friday 14 December 2012

The memories of a medic nin- No one ever said it was easy.


I often wonder what Sakura’s life was like, being a medic nin and all. Did she realize what she was signing up for when she walked into Tsunade’s office? Did she know that she’d be the one tending to her friends while they were dying? Depending on her for their survival? I don’t think she did in the beginning.
Picture: by Darkonius
 
She wanted to be stronger, to prove that she could walk alongside her teammates, hold her own weight and help them when she could. So she went to the strongest female role model she could find.
Tsunade.
I honestly don’t think poor little twelve year old Sakura knew what she was getting into, even after Tsunade explained everything. I don’t think she realized that she may become the deciding factor between her comrade’s life and death, that she’d carry the guilt if she failed.
But she bore it silently; she grew stronger and passed everyone’s expectations- going to new heights.
She saved lives; she defended her loved ones and stood up to anything in her path.
All so she could walk beside her teammates.
Who still left her in the dust.
For every step forward she took, they gained leaps. For every new technique she learned, they got 3. She was still left to watch their backs, after everything she did, for herself and them.
But she didn’t mind, she was just happy that she could help them, keep the alive.
I think she still wants to walk beside them though; she may even resent them a little for leaving her behind, after everything she’s done for them.
But her love for her friends outweighs her resentment, forcing it to the back of her mind. She loves her team.
It couldn’t have been easy on her, having to keep them alive, tending to them after a reclass move. I often wonder when it is she realized what she had gotten herself into. Was it the first time she had to heal Naruto? Was it the first time she saved a life? Or lost a patient?
It would have been one of the first things Tsunade taught her after dealing with the losses of her own loved ones.

‘You can’t save everyone, no matter how hard you try.’

I wonder when that lesson finally hit home for Sakura?

When did she realize she may not be able to save her team? 

Picture: HazuraSinner

Cherry hearts and lollipops in cloaks: MadaSaku & TobiSaku


I get a lot of questions in regards to my Mada/Tobi X Saku fics and I thought it was high time I answered them, it’s only fair that I do after you took the time to ask!
Picture: MadaSakuUnderwater kiss by BitterKiss
 

Q.)Do you/Will you write lemon/ Limes?

A.)Yes, when I feel the fic calls for it, it has to be somewhat tasteful…I still need practice writing them though.


Q.)How do you write Madara?

A.)It’s all in your opinion. For me, I just imagine what his past was like, what he wants for the future- his plans. Then I twits things until it forms something I can work with, that’s all I can really say. But he’s manipulative, he portrays authority- he’s an Uchiha- and he’s…strangely quirky. It all has to do with your own opining though; my Madara could be completely different to how you see him acting.


Q.)Why do you like Sakura so much?

A.)Honestly, I don’t really know…she just grew on me. I have a horrible habit of picking one female character in a book/show/movie and hating/disliking the rest….. But she’s just awesome :)


Q.)Why don’t you give Sakura a kekkei genkai/ power/ clan?

A.)I like slow build up’s in this area- the whole ‘less is more’ thing I guess. I believe that it’s not what you have- it’s how you use it. The chakra scalpel for example- it can save lives or take them.  Its innocent looking but deadly when used right.


Q.)Will there be lemon/ limes in Paradise?

A.)Yes, when Sakura is older and they have grown MUCH closer….I hate rushing things.
 

Q.)Your spelling and grammar…?

A.)Is fine how it is, I’ll fix it when I get time >:(


Q.)Do you bash characters?

A.)I try not to. Outside of Fanfiction?, Yes. Inside?, No. everyone has their fav/least fav characters- I really don’t want to offend anyone… they all have their drawbacks/ faults- some more than others. Let’s just leave it at that.


Q.)How do you portray Sakura?

A.)Honestly, it always changes, I just start off with how she’s meant to be in that timeframe and see what I can twist in the events to make her a better person/ more mature/ likable…pre time skip Sakura gets on my nerves sometimes…
 
Q.)Why do you make Madara so manipulative?

A.)It’s just how I see him…doing anything to achieve his goal and not caring what happens to anyone but Sakura.

Q.)How do you portray Tobi?

A.)I see him as fun loving and childlike with an underlying seriousness that you can’t miss. He would purposely be annoying, just to see what others would do- drawing attention and making them underestimate him.

Q.)Where do you get your ideas/plots?

A.)I usually just write whatever pop’s into my head, but sometimes I base y stories off a line from a movie or book that caught my attention. Whatever inspires my really…


Q.)Why are most of your stories rated M?

A.)I like the freedom to write what I want and not worry too much about offending anyone. Rating things higher than need be helps with that sometimes. It helps my creativity as well, not having many boundaries to what I can write.


Q.)Why do you like MadaSaku/TobiSaku?

A.)I like the variety. The pairings themselves could go either way, cute and sweet or dark and seductive- the room to do what I want with it helps me grow as a writer. Besides, they look cute together. It has absolutely nothing to do with how hot Madara is…
Nah, its just such a fun pairing to write- you can pretty much do anything and as long as the characters stay in character, it works…sometimes….hehehe~
Picture: by xcatsx
 


I think that covers them all; if I forgot anything feel free to ask! I suppose I could leave you with something a little different this time….

Some darker TobiSaku-

And a lighter MadaSaku-
Beauty and the Beast? You SO Screwed It Up - by hereandgone

Cinema by Miss Dany


I Hope you enjoy them!

Asura X Maka! Kishin love!


As much as I love Crona- Asura is just as awesome in my book! I love Asura X Maka; it’s a pairing that just sits well with me…maybe it’s because of the interaction between them? Maybe.
Picture: by Michi-chi
 
If you saw my CroMa post- you’ll know I find insanity appealing to write…but obsession is even better. I can never picture this pairing doing things the easy way- he’s a Kishin for Shinigami-sama’s sake! THE Kishin!-  for this to work, it needs to be twisted and strange…different.

But…twisted and strange is what I love!-I live for it!...romance too…

I don’t know why I like this pairing- I just do, it’s one of those things that just hit you, ya know?
But~ let’s do a quick metaphorical run through here-so, as most love stories go:

-          Girl meets guy
-          Hardship/trouble brewing/ awkwardness
-          They fall in love
-          Another hardship/trouble/ something bad happens
-          They break up
-          Something draws them together again
-          They get back together
-          They live happily ever after
The end. 
 
I just don’t see that happening with these two particular people, do you? Now, let’s take a look at what should have happened…:

-          Girl meets guy
-          She tries to kill him
-          He finds it amusing
-          She gets away after getting hurt
-          He becomes curious about the girl that thought she could harm him
-          They meet a few more times following the above recipe
-          His obsession grows
-          Something bad happens to her
-          He decides that he doesn’t want his amusement getting injured, kidnapping is in order
-          Stockholm syndrome takes root (on either side)
-          She’s rescued/breaks free
-          They find they miss each other’s company
-          They meet again
-          Ect…

Or something like that…all I'm trying to get across is that it wouldn’t be some fluffy lovey “at first sight” mojo. But then again that’s just my opinion.
Now- to the best of the best: Z-Raid. I recomend her things to any aspiring AsuMa writer or reader out there, the fanfiction is just that good... Z-Raid- fanfiction.net
I may attempt an AsuMa in the future, I'm just not sure yet. I’ll leave you now- with a favourite Asura X Maka of mine, enjoy!

Crazy In Love by Z-Raid